------Lost in Frustration------
lost in frustration
no hesitation
to end it all there really is no hope
im fuckin' brain dead
i run cold blooded
i am surprised i even try to cope
but another day's gone
up into smoke
and as the night comes i get better vision
and the story takes a wrong turn
everytime i shoulda learn
cuz my solar slice will not burn
now that everyone's for gotten me
lost in frustration
no hesitation
to end it all there really is no hope
im fuckin' brain dead
i run cold blooded
i am surprised i even try to cope
rather sedated
i hum along
my voice so faded, hiding its ambition
and the story takes a wrong turn
everytime i shoulda learn
cuz my solar slice will not burn
now that everyone's for gotten me
------Thinking yr Right------
im missin' the best years
from a lack of enjoyment here
while my moms on my back about my maturity
dont like to be tested
its what i detested
ive never made a list, ya know, i bet it'd be endless
i hope u have noticed
cuz i have noticed, with a sudden realization
here, u dont even know my name
yea yr wastin' yr time
thinking yr right about me
yea yr outta yr mind
thinking yr right about me
thinking yr right about...
now im just not in the mood
somethin' bout attitude
stuck like gum on the bottom of my new shoes
this 2 faced authority
is more then just boring me
it's fucking up my will to be
it what i always thought was free
cuz now that im through im done
ill be like everyone
drinking my coke with rum
u stupid people have more fun
------Wonderin'------
yeah i been wondering why yr so wonderful
while feeling that you need to be
more happy
u r the love that found me bout a year ago
so why u gotta alarm me
and harm me
cuz yr one ill call my baby
i was just hoping you could save me
i kinda think im goin' crazy
i just dont see the point of life
yeah still im wondering why u r wonderful
when seiing u sad disarms me
it haunts me
the thunder cloud always rains on me aswell
remember my sadold story
life bores me
now, i dont want to have a baby
i was just hoping you could save me
i kinda think im goin' crazy
i just dont see the point of life
------These Troubles------
wallowing to waste the time - echoing yr words in rhyme
nights are dark and days are bright - close my eyes infinite sight
important things arnt on my mind - impending doom has cut in line
then kills the beautiful and makes me irrisponsible
now, all these troubles on my mind,
i just drown,
all these troubles on my mind,
i just drown,
where the ocean meets the sky
i just sink into the tide...
...and dissolve
melting out my only skin - toshow my rotting inversion
im drowning from inside - flooded witha numb despise
dampend by the crowded street - lost amung my own defeat
times fadeing further out - im fucked up, i need to shout
now, all these troubles on my mind,
i just drown,
all these troubles on my mind,
i just drown,
cuz i dont even swim bye
i just sink into the tide...
...and dissolve
------Alan Was------
iAlways knew that he would stay my friend
But now I don't know even where hes been
And I wonder as the days go by
How or why I just have might have died
And you'd have not known how id tried to find
you on your bike rides
remember the times there gone by
Spend all the money
On chemical high demands
Stoned at the quarry
We'll spray paint with krylon cans
Where in no hurry
good thing we've got no plans
Yeah alan was my right hand man
------Ben Had------
Yeah just for fun im gonna kill everyone
Ill get a gun
U better run
Cuz I don't care so be prepared for a scare
Worse then a dare
When nothings fair
really never liked to ride the green line
out of mission hill ill take the39
boston's got its share of kids w/ mohawk hair
wish they'd be more round in stead of being square
god dammit ill make everybody pay
god dammit ill make all u go away
for good!
A gotta quit im sicka the same ol' shit
Cant bit my lip
Time to Abandon ship
Cuz Money pays but fissles out the days
Ill change these ways
and catch some rays
with a hum of the tire over pavement
ill be there any day the moneys spent
you know u can count on me when im around
spining into me we're upside down
goddamint Ill just turn and run away
goddamnit make me make me wanna stay
for good.
-------Any Day Now------
any day now
ill feel happy
no more thinkin'
no disorder
restless weeks now
leave me strung out
singing all about my tragaties
but any day now
ill be happy
so i can just die accidentally
in a burning firey plane crash
or get gassed in an attack
all i can do is just sit and laugh
fucking useless world is trash
cuz, any day now
ill feel happy
no more thinkin
'no disorder
restless weeks now
leave me strung out
singing all about my tragaties
but any day now
ill be happy
so i can just die accidentally
into cosmic galixies we'll crash
on this tesser if it lasts
solar cities were we'll set our path
bending time into the past!
------Not a Friend-------
it takes a lot of guts to go outside
it sucks cuz no ones on my side
i lost all my friends to circumstance
it hits and puts me in a trance
it takes a lot to take a chance
cuz all yr disrespecting just aint right
i know yr head's not right
at least i know who i am
u are a coward not a friend
